Were engaged.

I'm engaged :D to my wonderful sweetheart nick:D

Happy Halloween

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!

Well It is halloween again. The one day of the year I become a grave yard caretaker, scare master, jail keeper, and a down right goul. lol. I love halloween. I love haveing halloween with nick. Together we come up with the coolest pranks and scenes to make any halooween party scarey. creating tales of Murder and ghostely revenge and forming the party around them.

WEll enough dillydallying I have to go restake the tombstones, and bloody up the jail scene, for tonight. Gonna be a long day fun but long.

Have a safe and Fun Hallowe

I wait

I sit here and I wait.
nothing new to this procedure.
been learning patience it seams now to be forever.
what do I wait for you wonder?

I wait for things to fall into place,
for crucial piece to puzzles to find there space.
for the currage of others and within myself.

I wait for prayers to be anwsered in way I dont understand.
for nothing happens the way I would plan.
Yes I wait.

I wait for many things.
I wait for dreams to unfold like fairy tales.
For a future with my love.

every day I have to relearn to wait.
every day another test in paitence.
but In my head I think
I dont like to wait.

But I will wait for you to come around.
I will wait for you, even if it means I must keep waiting
Because I love you,
and though I may have wished you had already popped the question....
(I will wait because though I didnt get what I had planned. the wait will make it worth it in the end. )

But please dont keep me waiting much longer.
Cause I dont like to wait.
I know where I want to spend my future......
Loving you forever and a day.

welcome to my world

Hello and welcome to my world. This is me . This Blog is about life, love, confusion, patience, fear, fate, and just thoughts from my world in general.

"I live in my own little world, but it's okay they know me there". enjoy.